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[May. 29th, 2015|09:40 pm] |
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| I Hate This Part ; |
[May. 31st, 2010|10:33 pm] |
Honestly i hate losing friends this way but i've got too much things to tend to i cant seem to take on another stress so i had no choice but to give up this friendship. & Im a little pissed honestly but it doesnt matter to you anyway.
But there were times when you were really there for me to listen to all my nonsense like how the day i found out that my mum has breast cancer you were there for me. But it was an honest mistake that night when i text you to tell you that my mum passed away. & i think that was the text that got your gf offended.
& reason being why this post exists? To get over & Move on. (: |
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| De Ja Vu |
[May. 26th, 2010|09:48 am] |
Yesterday school was pretty fun. Lessons ended slightly earlier and I had fun during TAO lesson.
After school headed to dhoby to get dad's shirt and beard papa for mummy. (:
Than head over to central to meet sis & we went to yen by Arthur to get her dress. Than on our way home I saw this lady who wrapped a scarf around her bald head and there was an ambulance that was when I realized my mum has left us physically for 1 month plus. Yet I still sense her presence everyday. I really really miss her. Posted via LiveJournal.app. |
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| Trust ; |
[May. 17th, 2010|07:29 pm] |
Im not sure if im really over mum's death. Sometimes i still feel she's around yet i cant feel her and talk to her physically & it sucks. I really really miss her, it seems like she's on a really long overseas trip.
Today i had a really heated session with sis. i hate to argue cos of matters like this. & i had no mood for anything and im very very exhausted. i feel very weak & no longer have the energy to pick myself up from any fall anymore. |
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| Whatever ; |
[May. 15th, 2010|12:56 am] |
SO MUCH SO FOR "IT SUCKS TO LOSE A FRIEND LIKE YOU" YEAH RIGHT.
& WHEN I SAY I NEED TO END IT ALL. & WHEN YOU REPLIED END WHAT THIS THING OR OUR FRIENDSHIP ?
I SHOULD HAVE SAID YEAH END THIS FRIENDSHIP. BUT IT ENDED ANYWAY.
BUT ANYWAY NICE TO SEE YOUR TRUE COLOURS! THANK YOU FOR TEACHING ME A LESSON. |
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| You've Got A Problem With Me? |
[May. 12th, 2010|09:55 pm] |
If you feel insecure please follow these steps:
1. Dont Anyhow Add People On Fb Just Because You Want To Stalk Them
2. Dont Visit My Wall So That My Posts Wont Affect You.
3. Dont Make An ASS out of U and ME (ASSUME) every post is about your BOYFRIEND HELLO IVE GOT A LIFE IVE GOT MORE FRIENDS THAN YOU THINK I HAVE
4.& LAST BUT NOT LEAST HE IS YOUR BOYFRIEND FOR GODNESS SAKE HAVE SOME TRUST CAN? IF NOT HOW ARE YOU'LL GOING TO LAST?
THERE ARE MORE BUT I HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND AND HOPEFULLY MY ENGLISH IS NOT TOO PROFOUND THAT YOU DONT UNDERSTAND
& IM NOT GOING TO WASTE MY TIME ON YOU. HAVE FUN WITH THE STUPID GAME OF YOURS COS IVE GOT NO TIME, NO ENERGY & EMOTION TO DEAL WITH YOU. BUT DONT STEP OVER THE LINE COS IVE GOT THE BRAINS TO DEAL WITH PEOPLE LIKE YOU BUT IF YOU BRING A KNIFE AND HACK ME THAN IVE GOT NOTHING TO SAY. |
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| Giving up |
[May. 12th, 2010|03:04 am] |
As much as I want to hold on instead of giving up I guess Im sorry to say Im lousy. Im not doing it right. It pains to see things always like this and it's killing me to see someone getting hurt whenever things like this happens.
I used to have a friend that I could share everything with and he would always give me good suggestions but I guess things have changed, people change & I change. Im not blaming him just that Im upset that someone I once knew is still somewhere inside him but no longer able to be there for me as a friend anymore. & let me say again Im not blaming him. Im going to try let my body and mind sleep now. Posted via LiveJournal.app. |
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| ♥ MUMMY |
[Apr. 24th, 2010|02:09 pm] |
Your sudden departure left me speechless. Im learning to deal with it because I know you will want me to. I just want to apologise for being such a bad daughter. Just when I thought of changing myself from a part- time daughther to full-time daughter, I don't have the chance anymore to do it physically but I will continue to improve myself I will get the best results I can. Live life to the fullest and carry all your unfulfilled wishes with me and fulfill them one by one. Tmr your body will leave us but I know your soul lives in our heart forever and ever. People always say till death do us part but your soul will never leave us even till death.
I want you to be happy as hard as it is for us , I know it's harder for dad and you cos you are the first loved one that has left dad and you were his companion, life time partner and his wife. But we will stand by him, support him and look after him. But I want you to know IM VERY PROUD TO BE YOUR DAUGHTER. DAUGHTER OF NG SAI CHOO MRS YEO SUNG PHENG.
You are such a fighter and such a positive thinker and I will carry the good memories with me and replace all the bad flashbacks with all your beautiful memories.
I remembered the only time I went to the park to stroll with you the weather was so bad but I did manage to walk a distance with you.
18 January when you came out from the operating theatre you showed me a peace sign.
Even at the very last breath you still told me "don't worry mummy's fine".
When we went shopping I chose all your new year clothings and you liked every piece of it.
When I buy you KFC egg tarts you enjoy eating it.
When you were not supposed to be eating potato chips yet you told me 5 piece only. (:
You always cut fruits for us to eat.
& alot more memories that I will keep in my heart. A loving mother, wonderful wife, my mentor, my bestfriend, a lovely woman, responsible teacher, the most beautiful woman, very positive thinker & a very strong fighter. I LOVE YOU FOREVER & ALWAYS.
R.I.P 21st April 23:41. Posted via LiveJournal.app. |
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[Apr. 21st, 2010|03:56 pm] |
I haven't felt so sick for the longest time ): Even when I was having attachment at Charcoal I didn't have such high fever. I woke up this morning and felt as though as there were weights on my head, heavy and giddy. ): Woke up at 10.30 and went to bathe and still was feeling quite bad and I procrastinated whether to attend school or not and in the end I decided not to cos my body wasn't feeling too good for school.
Went to the doctor and she took my temperature and it was 38.1. ): and my whole body was aching like mad.
After that I felt so horrible I started to throw up. And now I've got a wear mask at home cos mum's body is also very weak and cannot afford to fall sick. Now Im heading to bad cos I sense that Im going to throw up again. ):
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[Apr. 20th, 2010|01:03 pm] |
Yesterday I had no lessons at all(: awesome !
I did my nails and had a hell lot to eat. Met Abby at 3 and we went for yoshinoya but with the intention to eat pepperlunch but because the one at taka closed down so we settled for yoshinoya. After that we went for ice cream at swensons.
& & after that Farah and charms came so we went to do our nails (: 
Jade is the new black (:
And ban Mian for dinner ((: 
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Now Im on the way to school. Sianed ):
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